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The Week that brought us to the WormHole. Reflection by Troubled-Soul-19

Reflection by Troubled-Soul-19,

 “ Where do I begin…, how do I start… this small… reflection… ???? “  I have so many thoughtz…. Going on in my head right now…., it’z too deep.. To even speak on it!!!

Not only the eventz…., that occurred that week…, that is forcing two… different…, perspectives… mindsets, idea’s, ego’s, ways of comfort, etc. Just like…., the significant emotional eventz…, that are taking place all around… and wit’ no let up…, I be like… “ Really…??”  That is straight trauma…, for your “ Shut Yo’ Mouth..” ……. “ Already!!

Meanwhile…., I’m Numb…. ­­­, Like the pain and hurt…, mixed with anger….., won’t leave. Oh.. before I forget….

Big shout out to NPR Radio…., they have done a wonderful Job… , a wonderful job of Real Journalism…., they have been allowing members of our very own community…. To express…. To explain what and how we feel about what took place with the killing of both our family members…., in Baton Rouge and here in Minnesota’. It has forced us to look at the system as a whole. This last week has forced us…, to sit, stand, drive, write, paint, sing, and discuss …, this very unpleasant narrative. That has been overlooked…, for centuries.

It’z deep to me…., to know that myself and the youth from 1993­-1997….., wrote about how the environment would become as such. Thru’ the  Young Voices Newspaper, we presented many different points of views…., and how we seen what we saw at our young ages…., then we also expressed to the Elders in our community…., Black Professionals, Black Police Officers, Chief of Police…, City officials, Government Officials…., and a handful of Policy Makers. The Professor really was making major moves…., with those who… could make a real difference. I can remember as we were pursuing this course of change, a new way … of thinking…, implementing new methods that would create positive results over night…. Wow, I sho’ was hoping…, this would be the start of a better … whatever you want to  call it!!!

After a lot of time…, I started to be like.. “… What??? I thought….., Didn’t he say he was gonna do such and such?? Why is her office not returning my calls….? Oh… I can’t be in this meeting now?? Really???….. Right!! I was very hurt to really see how the game inside the paint.. Is played….. Witnessing this indescribable process… it blew my whole concept, everything that I thought I knew…”

So now we are here.. Once again…, same topic, more intense elements…., that surround the Narrative!! At the end of the tragic event…., all the media.. Startz… to say… where do we go from here? After you hear that…. Know…, that is close to the end…. Of discussion for the slain.

…….., and this past week…, I been hearing this….., ” Ok…. Ok!! So how do we make this right…, where do we go from here….??? “   When I hear that… I know they are about’ to yield…. To another subject. To the Left ….. To The Left… ­­­­”

1992­-2016…. Where do we go from here….?

 Since I started writing this small group of words….., that express my very own observations.

Two children were shot in a drive by type of unnecessary Bull      Please fill in the blank! A young lady In her late 20’s just lost her son.. To gun play­ GUN PLAY­. What weight and pain…, that would be to lose a loved one to Gun Play or any kind of situation that would cause the loss of life.. There is no let up…., Each Headline…, is smashin’…, the Headline from yesterday.

Most of the society is ordering Hopelessness

…like we order a combo at a your favorite fast food joint. Where do we go from here?? How do we make this better.., that is…. What is alwayz repeated…, after a Tweet version of what happened is talked about.  As I watch the major media channels… twist and spin.. These latest events…, I be like what wonderful magician’s…., Boy! …., they have something for everything don’t they?? I mean you can smell it in the air…, it’z so thick you can cut thru’ it…, wit’ a dull butter knife.

….. Matter of fact…., I can’t even talk about the details… of the two killings that took place over this past week.

I’m sure we all had enough, as almost every social media, cable network, radio station, coffee shops, book stores, restaurants have been discussing this subject.

Meanwhile….., @ Golden Thyme Coffee Cafe’ Shop…”

I’m sittn’ in there…, checking my Emails…., updating my Calendar…., then this Beautiful Sista’ walked in the Coffee Shop…, Really….??? I was stunned for a few tickz…, due to her aura’… and presence… , I mean….. Her smell… was so lovely…., as I cracked a lil’ smile…. In enters…., an Elder…., who is so deep…, Who has that 1000 Stare. Hands.. Harder than a Hard Flint Stone. He detached himself from what we call society aka…the world a long time ago.

When you look at him… his eyes… show you the yearz… of his suffering as well .. as his community suffering. He seen me very focused and deep in thought. He has his Green..Army Jacket    { Of course he was a Vietnam Vet } and his BackPack that alwayz.. Has his note book  full of his writings…, and newspapers. I never asked him all the years that knew him… what he was writing. He sat down in the chair across from me… and Stated…… “ Hey Young Blood’…., you see this      that going on? “ I replied “ Yes Sir…” (Shaking my Head). He leans close to me… and said “ This is Social Engineering at it’s finest… at the highest form. It’s the setup, you be careful young blood. Stay off the streets, stay focused. Your gonna start to see some things you never thought they would do to us, My heart hurts for the Youth….., we lost 2 generations of our youth. Wow!!! I am so upset how we are killing each other… and how the Police is pickin’ us off one by one. Social Engineering youngblood. We are puppets on a string. Don’t fall asleep…., don’t even nod off!! No time for that No! Sir.

After he hit me wit’ a bombshell…., he gets up to order his coffee. It was over. I was sitting there like …. Wow!!

It’z like a line drawn in the middle…. Of every room that I enter.

Everybody is affected by what is going on in this Nation at this time.  I sit back and just observe how this is being played out. To see and hear the reactions… points of views…, Opinions…, that they feel strong on…., that they stand on….!

…….., Hold on!! Why is ole skool political individuals…., keep comparing this election wit’ the 1968 Election. This next section of this article will be called……”

.. “ 1968 Election to 2016 Election Mirror Reflection….. Or No???? “

 I will be doing a small series of documented observations of the subject at hand….., I will attempt to catch a different angles of the current events…., as they take on emotional forms…., that can’t be denied. Anyhow…..” Thank you for taking time out to share wit’ me… ,

 

Troubled-­Soul­-19

 

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